Thank you Daniel Bedingfield.

Got up late today as my insomnia got from bad to worst -- I slept only at 5:30 am after reading back issues of a variety of magazines and watching Animal Planet.

I was on my way to the office at about 12 noon when I got an SMS from Papa Khalid, “CeMie, CeRazin is here...”

And I did a Schumacher, as I just hate people to wait for me and vice-versa and was at “Dapur Opah’ to indulge in Sambal Sardin with the adix-beradix in no time -- “laporpo-watakungsi”.



Overall, it was a good day. Went throught the notes for my presentation tomorrow “pitching for a branding/positioning” job and a talk on “Broadcasting & the New Media” in the afternoon.

Later on tomorrow I might just have to drive alone to Melaka for the “Makan Kupang Session” as Razin and Don want to go early to send the ‘barang-barang’ for Smartshop Melaka outlet while I can only go after 4pm after the talk.

Later in the evening, we’ll be picking up Razin’s son from Kolej Yayasan Saad for the weekend.



While driving back home from the office, I did a ‘robotic-no-brainer’ – rewind lagu Daniel Bedingfield.

I have heard this song before but somehow this time it just ‘wooshed’ me

It goes like this... (Adalah part-part yang Not Applicable – so pandai-pandailah substitute... . tapi overall it’s just beautiful)

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And Im praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?